audacity.
he has the audacity to be angry with me for breaking up with homewrecker?
dude, you started this mess. you created it. if it were up to me, you would fall in love with her and she would stomp on your heart, like the heartless bitch she is, and put you through the pain that you caused me. i would wish for that to happen a million times in your life and for your heart to be broken on your deathbed once again. i would wish for you to be out on the streets, with nothing to your name but an arrest record. I would wish for everyone in your life to cast you out of it so you can feel alone and rejected and hate every minute of your life.
but i don’t wish that.
i wish for you to straighten up your life, pick up the pieces of yourself that you destroyed by getting with her, and attempt to fix yourself and become even just a shadow of the great man that you once were. i want you to work on that every minute of your life. i want you to find someone who is a good person, to fall in love with a wonderful woman, so i can happily welcome her into my child’s life. i want to be able to trust that she will be a positive figure in pookie’s life and be able to smile and know in heart that she is in good hands when I hand her over to you two.
you can control your future. every single person that you meet from here on out has the potential to become permanent. and with every handshake, every hello, you should be thinking of your daughter. you should ask yourself, “is this the type of person i want in her life?” every single thing you do, every decision you make, will impact not only your life but it will impact her life too.
so don’t have the audacity to be angry with me for deciding that no, you don’t want a heartless homewrecker to potentially be in her life. you don’t want to fall harder for her, and one day consider making that type of person into someone to whom pookie will look up to.
your mistake is over. by taking this step, you are regaining control of who you were and of who you will be in the future. it makes me happy, not to see you in pain, but because it’s such a positive step in the right direction. i brought this up weeks ago, you thought about it, and you agreed with me. i am very pleased to have the possibility of trust and hope that you might just be a good father.