constant.

by dreadloc

constant pain. everything hurts.

my little ray of sunshine is the only thing that makes me happy and she’s going with her dad for three days. i selfishly don’t want her to go. three days of darkness. i can’t stand the thought. it hurts so much and she helps alleviate the pain, i don’t want to feel the full on pain that i know will descend upon me without having her to come home to.

i’m so scared. tired. in pain. alone.

so alone.